Deya is currently unable to update her blog. Though a lot has been happening in her life, the lack of technology is preventing her from publishing them. She has promised to get back to blogging once she can access the Internet again.

i can sit here and pretend that i don't care. i can stuff my ears with music. find my solace in chocolates. blinking at the create post window and wonder why my stories, my poems have no endings at all. can i write? may i live my life? or should i pretend to you the way i pretend to the rest of the world? you were special. you still are. but something always comes in the way of our sunshine stories. and that something is you. i can forgive but i cannot forget. your self-pity cannot be an excuse for your insensitivity. you need a life and so do i.

let me not hurt myself.

because i have a bloggers' block.

You Are 38% Misanthropic

You're a little misanthropic - but who isn't? Your reactions to other people are pretty normal. You enjoy being friendly with people you encounter, but if you're having a rough day, watch out!

How Misanthropic Are You?

Your Mind is Purple

Of all the mind types, yours is the most idealistic. You tend to think wild, amazing thoughts. Your dreams and fantasies are intense. Your thoughts are creative, inventive, and without boundaries. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking of fictional people and places - or a very different life for yourself.

What Color Is Your Mind?